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The Question Meme

1 question...
1 chance...
1 honest answer...

That's all you get. Ask me one question. Any question, anything, no matter how crazy it is. An honest answer. No catch.

Well, okay, one. Repost this and see what people ask you.



Nov. 6th, 2007 07:20 pm (UTC)
Yeah, they do but it seems that I've taken a back burner to everyone including my parents. Did you know they adopted someone and she seems to be this perfect little girl who makes them really happy and all I do is upset them?

I feel as though my folks don't want be around me, and with everything recently...you're supposed to lean on your family aren't you? How can you when they're not there.

*turning his back to her he felt tears in his eyes*

I want so much for mum and dad to want to spend time with me, I even offered them to stay in our house while their cottage was being rebuilt but mum said no because dad would want to be around James and Sirius...want to be around them, live with them and not me...not get to know me and be a family...

They say they love me and yet their actions make me seem like the least important thing on their list.
Nov. 6th, 2007 07:53 pm (UTC)
They've adopted someone?

*blinks, temporarily lost for words*

You can still lean on them. Maybe they just aren't sure how to handle you, or something? That doesn't mean they don't care! If something terrible happened, they'd be there for you, rain or shine or dementors or ghouls.

The thing with everyone - including themselves - being back is just as weird for them as for everyone else, I'm sure. They might still be adjusting.

*reaches tentatively forward to touch his arm*

And you've always got me, you know.
Nov. 6th, 2007 07:59 pm (UTC)
Yeah, a little girl who's a werewolf like dad. I'm glad they did, she deserves people who understand and can help her, but I watch them together so happy and they've got this connection with her and I don't have that. She is a part of my parents life I'll never be a part of.

Right at my bedside when I was tortured, but when I thought you didn't want to be with me, when I wake up because of my nightmares, when I can't sleep because of it all. No, I've spent most of my time alone. My job was looking after the kids while they protected everyone, but when the kids were in bed. It was just me, me and my fears.

Yeah, it's weird but everyone seems to be getting on with everyone else but me, mum and dad. Everyone thinks it's my fault too.

*closes his eyes at the feel of her hand, tears falling down his cheeks*

But you've not been Vic, for the past month you've not been and I've been dealing with everything pretty much on my own.
Nov. 6th, 2007 08:08 pm (UTC)
Maybe you don't need to be part of that part of their life? You can be part of different part?

*blinks again, then stares at him wide-eyed*

Tortured? But...oh. Oh god.

Why...oh, Teddy, why didn't you tell me? Of course I want to be with you. I would have left Hogwarts, left everything to be there for you.

*shakily withdraws her hand* I'm so, so sorry.
Nov. 6th, 2007 08:18 pm (UTC)
But it's a huge part of my parents life, it's the reason I got so much shit at school. It is a part I should be a part of. Helping, understanding, all of it. But I'm not and with Scorpius and now Maise my folks have obligations, it's such a huge thing and I just want to...everyone else is there to help, to lend a hand. Not me.

Yeah, I was in the school hospital remember, I was there for over a week before I moved to Harry's house. Do you really think I could ask you do give up everything just to spend time with me? I know people think I'm selfish but I would never ask you to leave school.

*closes his eyes and slumps his shoulder. Well done Teddy, upset someone else. Going for a record?*

I just want my life back, I want my wife to be with me, I want my parents to want to be around me, to do family things. I'm tired of feeling like the bad guy and nothing I do is good enough and nothing I want is important.

Y'know, I almost walked out on us. I'd convinced myself I wasn't good enough because if I was you'd reply to my owls or we'd have had our weekend in Hogsmeade.

ooc:Sorry sweets. He's sort of dumping on you. Also Vic did know he was taken and tortured as she was at his bed side not long after he got back to the school. Just so you know
Nov. 6th, 2007 08:30 pm (UTC)
I knew you were in the hospital. Do you really think I'd forget?

*mutters something barely audible in French, which could have been a curse or a prayer, it's impossible to tell*

I just didn't realise it had been so...so bad. And I know you wouldn't ask, but I would have done it. I would do anything for you.

You aren't the bad guy. Maybe I am, because I actually made you think that? I'm a rotten wife. I'm so sorry. I had no idea. I...I...I don't know what else to say, either.

OOC: I figure she knew he was taken and that 'stuff' happened to him, but now exactly how terrible it was. She doesn't know about the nightmares and stuff, right? And it's fine *huggles poor Teddy*
Nov. 6th, 2007 08:46 pm (UTC)
*looks slowly over at her*

Tell me you love me. T-tell me we'll make it through this.

ooc:She knew what happened but he'd been cleaned up quite a bit when she got there. She doesn't know about the nightmares or anything else. He's been a little quiet on somethings.
Nov. 6th, 2007 08:56 pm (UTC)
I love you. I love you so much I can't believe it a lot of the time. Of course we'll get through this. We could get through anything!
Nov. 6th, 2007 08:58 pm (UTC)
*moves to her and just kisses her, arms wrapping around her to pull her close*

I'll never understand why you love me but I'm so glad you do.
Nov. 6th, 2007 09:20 pm (UTC)
*smiles softly at that, and hugs him back as tightly as she can*
Nov. 6th, 2007 09:23 pm (UTC)
So. When you moving in?

*strokes her hair slowly*
Nov. 6th, 2007 09:47 pm (UTC)
Why not right now?
Nov. 6th, 2007 10:47 pm (UTC)
Couple of days? I've got to finish you..our room.

You can help.
Nov. 7th, 2007 03:08 pm (UTC)
I'd love to help! After all, I'm sure it will need a woman's touch...
Nov. 7th, 2007 10:17 pm (UTC)
I'm sure it will. *smiles at her*

Nov. 8th, 2007 09:44 pm (UTC)
Not that I don't trust you, of course. I just want to make sure it's perfect.
Nov. 8th, 2007 11:05 pm (UTC)
It will be, I need it to be Promise.
Nov. 8th, 2007 11:11 pm (UTC)
Cross my heart.
Nov. 8th, 2007 11:12 pm (UTC)
And hope you never die.

Nov. 8th, 2007 11:17 pm (UTC)
Same goes for you.


Victoire Weasley

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